I’ve been trying to blog for days but at the end of every composition…I’d delete them all feeling that I’m just writing nonsense again. Though most content of this blog is nonsense to me…I was then at the mood to post all of it hehehehehe.

For those of you who stopped by …thank you, I’ll be blog hopping soon. Only God knows when will that be.

How have you all been lately? As for me, still the same. Motherhood mode. I didn’t know it could be these tiring hahahaha and to think this is not the part yet where I will have to run after him most of the time. And my little bubwit  now,he’s been smiling a lot and having a personality of his own already. A not-so-baby anymore…*sob*sob*sob…and very heavy too that it really wears me out when I carry him aroudn specially outside, that is  when he’s fed up being inside the house or the room. I know he loves to see birds that seldom passes by (and sometimes, none at all or I just don’t see them)and the leaves that moves when the wind blows  and feeling the slow breeze in his face…but, (there’s a but…) though I love him to bits…he’s just way to heavy for me now! And the hard part is, when he’s no longer in the mood, like he’s sleepy…he doesn’t want you sitting down, he’d cry like his intestines are being pulled out of him…stand up mommy and sway…darn! He has a yaya but everytime I’d pass him off to her…I’d feel guilty (silly me) and I know I’ll sound selfish but I simply don’t want him to get so attached to her. I want him to be close to me as much as possible and  in every way. I know as mothers you all wanted to be the world to your little one for the meantime because as they’ll grow older we can’t help it that they’ll eventually grow and do things on their own without the help of mommy. That is why I wanted to savour this moment of his baby-ness that mommy is everything, comfort, playtime and milk above all…for now.  And I end up dead tired by the end of the day because of my super duper talent…nag reklamo pako!

Newei...I don't want to share my pictures but here's somebody who wants to say Hello.